Wednesday, 2 July 2014

Piece from Heart

The rain that started falling melts into the dry asphalt
I coldly wrap up with this hand that is mixed with a slight fever

Without seeing the tears, i walk turning something into the victim
As a result I even end up betraying the promise I've on you

But you know, it can change, I remain like this until I will throw away my hope.
Always with you I want to see the same dream like you ...

The repeating days are soaking us more and more
Even that painted place of that day
The downpouring night is never stopping to cry
The night is crying

The rain that started to fall is taking in the smell of the earth with the wind
Collected halfheartedly, my face is reflected in a puddle of water

Is it okay with that ?  
There is only one answer
This is the result born from agony. Please don't ask me anymore

If I blame myself, will my feelings become a little more comforting?
Listen, always I am only pretending to be the victim

I'm walking lining up my hypocrisies even if we laugh together
The rain is washing everything away

The truth is that I was crying on the day you told me it was over
My false smile is melting.

I keep doubting  I keep worrying
Because I think I can live becoming strong
I keep doubting  I keep worrying
Until we can laugh about those days together

The never ending memory, Slowly I'm holding my breathing
I'm closing my eyes and exhale
I'm remembering that day I'm strongly grasping your hand
Wishing to tomorrow

the end.

Friday, 27 June 2014

tak perlulah

Tak perlu menipu ssorg utk mnyedapkan hati dia,
Tak perlu menipu ssorg utk nmpk mulia,
Tak perlu berdalih dgn ayat/knyataan yg lain dari realiti.

Sebab bila smua perkara di atas terbongkar,
Lukanya lebih pedih dan mendalam utk dterima.

Same Shit, Different Person

Saturday, 21 June 2014

..........


Kini kau tiada lagi tinggallah aku sendiri
Rindu di hati ku ini dapat aku sembunyikan dari riak muka,
aktiviti harian
tapi di dalam hati ini tak dapat aku menipu sengsara merindu.
Entah bila kan kembali
Setelah kau pergi.
mungkin sudah tidak akan kembali.

malam ku dingin tiada pujuk rayu, gelak tawa, gurau canda mu
Ku kehilangan tawa mesra, separuh semangatku, penyeri hari, dan warna hidup ku

yang aku sedari slepas kehilanganmu

Dengarkanlah rayuan
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu
Di dalam jaga aku keliru dengan keadaan dan situasi aku sendiri

Ini aku

.........Tapi ku melepaskan mu....
..............Melangkah namun tak berdaya....

                                            ...........Terus aku....terus menunggu
                                      ............................cinta yang tak pernah ada

Monday, 26 May 2014

. . .

About this time or tomorrow
i wonder where you'll be at
i wonder who you'll be thinking of

You are always gonna be my love
even if someday you fall in love with someone else
I'll remember to love
you taught me how

The frozen time
is about to start
but there are things that i do not want to forget

i know i will be crying
i probably will also be thinking of you
You will always be inside my heart
because it is forever only for you



I hope that i have a place in your heart too

Monday, 17 February 2014

Keluarga Bahagia


Sedamai taman firdausi
Limpahan kasih sayang sejati
Seharum semerbak kasturi
Mengharumi hidup insani

Indahnya damainya
Keluarga yang bahagia
Itulah idaman impian setiap insan
Yang dahagakan belaian
Serta kasih dan sayang

Ketika insan lain berbahagia
Bersama keluarga
Namun kita masih meniti
Titian rapuh perhubungan

Mengapa kita terpisah daripada rahmat-Nya
Mungkinkah kita seringkali melupakan-Nya

Ayuhlah bina semula
Keluarga diredhai Alloh

Oh ayah oh ibu dengarlah rintihan
Dan luahan hatiku yang dahaga kasih
Jiwaku terasa terseksa ketandusan kasihmu
Marilah kita bina bersama-sama
Keluarga bahagia



Tuesday, 28 January 2014

Love is Life, and Life is Live in Happiness




I Love You.....
it not just sentance
but
I really mean it much....

I don't know
.....what/how u feel.....
.....what u think/thought......

Do u feel like how i feel?
Do u miss like how I miss?
Do u trust like how I'm now?
Do u scared like how i'm scared.....?

Scared if I...... don't  make u happy...
Scared if I...... cannot give u wealth...
&.....
Scared of losing u.....

I don't have luxury
I'm happy to live in my humble life
I'm far from 'Mr.perfect' that people keep looking in their life
Can u accept people like me in your life?

If next day u found someone way better than me...
What would u do? what should I do?

Should I being selfish & keep on keeping u?
or...
Should I hardly let u go to him for your happiness?
Because your happiness is part of my happiness too...
&
Your sadness is my mistakes...


Saya sungguh Cintakan awk....Zila
Hny mampu bharap dlm hati yg awk tahu..